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I'm not dead....... yet [May. 30th, 2008|10:03 pm]
This be my moïra in Life
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everything is ok

I know I've been MIA for a while now. I haven't done much just gone to class dealt with friend's depressions, and taken care of my lovely little sister. other than that, i fell and broke my ankle, got hit by a car and so broke my ankle AGAIN. and heh, you know the usual stuff

I guess if I was religious you'd say I was having a crisis of faith, but i'm not religious. So I guess I'm just having a crisis. I suddenly feel very very old! on the top of my 23 years they feel more like 53 years. I feel alone and lost not just emotionally on that side i've pretty much resigned myself to being the unloved crazy cat lady minus the cats. But career-wise I'm not happy. I've studying to be an English teacher basically. Something which is fairly interesting I'll give you that but something that doesn't really make me happy. Its not the teacher part, I like being connected with people, in fact I wanted to study nursing because of that, because i wanted to have a direct link with people to be useful. I guess its a sort of self gratification since its to make myself happy.

I don't know; I guess I'm just at my wits end

otherwise that's pretty much it for me. Promise I'll try to catch up on everyone's journals

oh and I'll be in Binghamton from july 10th to september 23rd ( meaning I hope not to spend my birthday alone this year!!)


I love you all very much and think about you ;)